tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-103859482011-05-09T14:53:34.809+08:00beginnings, middles, afterthoughtsclick & crashnoreply@blogger.comBlogger971100tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10385948.post-32618597609802376062011-05-01T16:17:00.002+08:002011-05-01T21:34:45.602+08:00

allow me to pour all over youas you come into metaste me as i shall taste youfor i have taken so much from the shoresbut i am always drawn to youand like old loversof many moons agowe will kiss passionatelythough brieflyfor this affair is short livedand futilefor i shall always be pulled backto wander farther awayto yearn and to hungerfor that next unionwhen i am seaand you are sand.020699

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beneath the heavily hooded eyes of sleepwithin these dust coveredcorners of thoughtamong the waxy fragranceof burnt out rosesunder the faint colored cloudsof the afternoonbetween the yellowed pagesof an endless traveluntil the vacant spacesof the afterglowi shall find you.011798

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take these armsthat you maylift them towards the cloudstake these leavesthat you mayfind shelter from the burning lighttake these fruitsthat you mayhunger for nothing elsetake these rootsthat you mayburrow on the ground and find warmthand i'll grow me armsthat i maytouch the barren land underneathgrow me leavesthat i maywither with the coming of fallgrow me fruitsthat i maybleed for their

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as you come floodingover meengulf meas you open your armstake mefill mewith the blood that is your seawash melead meinto your stained-glass treasure belowthat i mayfinallyown you.121298

click & crashnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10385948.post-11459926337250790212008-03-12T15:52:00.003+08:002008-03-13T17:20:57.330+08:00

remember every one you meet is fighting a battle – everybody’s lonesome. Marion ParkerBe kind. This will be my new motto. Be kind - two very humble and simple words that encourage greatness. Every one of us fights a battle every day. They may come in the form of a crumbling marriage, unrequited love, difficult kids, health problems, money issues, an addiction, or something as minor as a toothache

click & crashnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10385948.post-45404936827613653402008-02-18T16:16:00.005+08:002008-02-18T17:06:38.047+08:00

xty and i went up to silang to meet a couple of friends who, in turn, took us to tagaytay. emma and ria packed beers, chum-churum (which we weren't able to finish), manggang hilaw, bagoong, chips, and sashimi. it was such a fun day. to top it off, it was wednesday, my birthday, and a day off during the middle of the week. and that tripled the fun. :)we just stopped off some random open space,

click & crashnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10385948.post-73596666620851545512008-01-30T15:14:00.001+08:002008-02-18T17:15:22.322+08:00

It’s been 5 months now since that awful day of August 14. I’ve been putting off writing about it for numerous reasons, main reason being grief. I’m still grieving. I think about him and I want to cry. I talk about him and I want to cry. I dream about him but I end up not telling anyone because it makes me cry. Two is denial. I still think he’d walk out of his room one afternoon and have his usual

click & crashnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10385948.post-66548323046781713492008-01-25T15:22:00.000+08:002008-01-25T15:24:13.368+08:00

People's lives change. To keep all your old friends is like keeping all your old clothes -- pretty soon your closet is so jammed and everything so crushed you can't find anything to wear... -- Helen Gurley Brown

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My friend, why have you drifted so far away? All motion is relative, maybe it is you who have moved away by standing still. -- Anonymous

click & crashnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10385948.post-8801674324747419572007-09-11T10:39:00.000+08:002007-09-11T10:40:52.116+08:00

http://www.myheritage.com

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brad, you passed the nursing board! it was in the newspapers last monday. they said, "sayang. the results should've arrived earlier." i say, " up to the last minute, brad, you made us proud!"

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Dear Family and Friends,We collated some pictures of Ditto's life. Don't worry, these are all from the happy times we spent with him. You might also want to turn on your speakers to hear his favorite song playing in the background. We'd always tease him since he played this song over and over na parang hindi nya masyadong paborito ang kanta.The family would also like to thank everyone who helped

click & crashnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10385948.post-23752117014755642622007-03-09T14:18:00.000+08:002007-03-09T14:24:23.451+08:00

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RKVbgkfFygY

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I took a birthday leave yesterday. I made an excuse so I could go to this job interview. The company is located just a few buildings away from my current office. I had to make sure no one from the office see me, otherwise, my little lie would be found out.1st realization. I am early for the job interview.The interview time was 9am. I got in 10 minutes before 9am. Not bad. Not bad at all

click & crashnoreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10385948.post-26959810122149266832007-02-09T16:11:00.000+08:002007-02-09T16:10:37.989+08:00

like alanis during those wonder years. meet jenny owen youngs.

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ayaw kong tumira sa china. apat lang holidays nila. paano kaya pagkakasyahin ang lahat ng gusto mong gawin sa loob lamang ng apat na araw. hirap nun.

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17 days till christmas.how did that happen? we just came from boracay, bought tanya, took tanya to the electrician and mechanic, went to the office, spent weekends in cavite or bulacan, and now it's just 17 days till christmas. ang bilits ah. i remember xty and i would plan our christmas list in advance, think 2 months in advance. we'd also buy a gift or two each time we went out. by the time

click & crashnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10385948.post-1162806218874336522006-11-06T17:23:00.000+08:002006-11-10T15:23:34.836+08:00

tagal ko na palang missing in action. for the whole of october, i was not able to post anything - no updates, nothing. i was away, unavailable, preoccupied, occupied (sorta under enemy control).my new boss is just a stiletto-inch away from being the male counterpart of miranda priestly - yes, that devil in the prada dress. i have to be at his beck and call at all times. i have to tell him where i

click & crashnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10385948.post-1158847182067677582006-09-21T21:08:00.000+08:002006-09-21T22:04:02.603+08:00

seeing skinny people is nothing new these days. we are constantly bombarded with ads showing skinny people, be it food, clothing, and beauty product ads. a lot of actresses nowadays get much media mileage for showing off sharp shoulder blades and protruding ribcages. i've also stumbled across some pro-anorexia sites, and all i can say is: ano kaya ang masarap kainin ngayon?i will, however, not

click & crashnoreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10385948.post-1157536544107475102006-09-06T17:26:00.000+08:002006-09-06T17:55:44.126+08:00

xty and i recently discovered a new ingredient being used by some of the most famous fastfood restaurants. you'd never know it, but yessiree, it's been sitting in our kitchen for the longest time now. who'd have thought? the steel wool! the new miracle ingredient! we had pancakes at jollibee this morning, and on our second pancake, lo and behold! we spotted little steel hairs sticking out of the

click & crashnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10385948.post-1157427180184676182006-09-05T11:14:00.000+08:002006-09-06T18:57:25.760+08:00

went to my pamangkins birthday celebration last saturday. before the party, pauline had her other tita curl and style her hair. the other tita told her to put on lip gloss, maybe even a little blush-on. i am assuming the add ons were needed since her crush was arriving soon. she was too excited to see this boy who was but a year older, yet seemed too mature for her. half of the neighborhood knew

click & crashnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10385948.post-1155286581773208842006-08-11T16:56:00.001+08:002006-08-11T16:56:21.786+08:00

blagwhapamswooshcrashsplatzinghuffhuff

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it was may 2005 when i listed down the 10 things i was looking forward to. the list ranged from the petty (having the complete hair spa treatment), to the weighty (houses turned into dream homes), to the gudlak-sana-magkatotoo-yan (winning the lottery). now, 1 year, 2 months, and 2 days after, i realize that most of my wishes have come true. it didn't happen all at the same time. over the course

click & crashnoreply@blogger.com6tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10385948.post-1153113155806362622006-07-17T13:11:00.000+08:002006-08-08T15:14:19.253+08:00

Keane - Somewhere Only We KnowProvided by VideoCodes4U.com

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me: we're back. safeguard conscience: back already?yup. back to work, back to reality, back to basics. that 3 nights in boracay is now history. xty and i had lots and lots of fun. and we made sure to stock up on batteries and cellphone and camera memory this time around.pictures to be posted real soon.

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it's been a month since my last post, but that is not to say it was an uneventful past month. like some months past, a lot did happen although the posts didn't develop as easily. writers call it writer's block. i am no writer, hence it was just a block. i had her bday in may. we celebrated at oyster boy in cubao, where the rest of the group had mounds and mounds of oysters. the rain, which began

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pansin ko lang, mukhang hindi ata tama iyon.kung ikaw ay naglakad ng matagal sa kasagsagan ng init ng araw, sa kadahilanang tanghali ang job interview mo, o kaya ay naisipan mo lang mag-stroll buong tanghali, bakit sasabihin ng mga makakaamoy sa iyo na ikaw ay amoy araw? kasehodang nagpayong ka o lumilim o nag-shades? amoy araw ka pa rin. hindi ba mas tama na amoy semento ka? dahil ang init ng

click & crashnoreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10385948.post-1146031421010888662006-04-26T13:56:00.000+08:002006-04-26T14:03:41.023+08:00

one look and i'm hooked. aren't you just the cutest thing?

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Tori Amos - Sleeps With ButterfliesProvided by VideoCodes4U.comSleeps With ButterfliesTori Amosairplanes take you away againare you flying above where we livethen i look up, a glare in my eyesare you having regrets about last nighti'm not, but i like rivers thatrush in so then i dove inis there trouble ahead for you, the acrobati won't push you, unless you have a netyou say the word you know i

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my memory is just soooo bad. i've been steadily losing it, and am constantly hounded by remarks (both sarcastic and polite) to take memory pills to bring it back to its former glory of 10-20 years ago. in elementary thru high school, i was always the class representative for declamation/oration contests. after forgetting the lines to "four score and seven years ago", it went downhill from there.

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Wag Kang Matakotwords and music: Eraserheadschoreography: mine Wag kang matakotDi mo ba alam nandito lang akoSa iyong tabiDi kita pababayaan kailanmanAt kung ikaw ay mahulog sa banginAy sasaluhin kitaWag kang matakot na matulog mag-isaKasama mo naman akoWag kang matakot na umibig at lumuha Kasama mo naman akoWag kang matakot ah.....Wag kang matakot Dahil ang buhay ay walang

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Had a bad day again She said I would not understand She left a note and said "I'm sorry, I had a bad day again. Spilled her coffee, broke her shoelace. Smeared the lipstick on her face. Slammed the door and said "I'm sorry, I had a bad day again." And she swears there's nothing wrong I hear her playing that same old song She puts me up and puts me on And had a bad day again She said I would not

click & crashnoreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10385948.post-1140425945779836342006-02-20T15:55:00.000+08:002006-02-20T19:36:12.446+08:00

i gained 4 kilos! partida pa iyan kasi i was down with acute tonsillopharyngitis since wednesday. my tonsils were (and still are) peppered with sores and hurt so much. i couldn't eat/swallow properly for 3 days. by friday, i was a little high. i knew my waistline had decreased. my unexpected and unplanned diet produced immediate results. then came saturday and sinigang and coke. the doctor

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gusto ko nang magbago!

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it's been a while. last year pa ang last post ko. well, what is left for me to say? butthis...BUNTIS NA SHA! And Brad looks like Benicio del Toro. Aminin na kom. my boss has given me numerous warnings about my tardiness. i've grown tired of hearing it, and am more tired of making excuses. here's proof: 5:5 this week, and 5:5 last week. so dinibdib ko talaga warnings nya. or not. i'm thinking i

click & crashnoreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10385948.post-1135240526869367542005-12-22T16:35:00.000+08:002005-12-22T16:35:26.913+08:00

if you're a music freak like me, go here. it's like having your own ipod nano, minus the price.

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+ =i was supposed to post the post (hehe) but i was in a hurry last friday kaya pics lang na-post ko. i came up with a theory after i chanced upon a picture and interview of jenny shimizu.she recently came out (not coming out coming out) about her secret sexual relationship with angelina jolie. hooray!!! you can just imagine the joy i felt because i know you'd feel the same. anyway, she says

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i blew it this time. i swear, i did. hintayin ko ang memo bukas. pero here's how it happened. my boss, the president of the company, is expecting foreign guests, and asked me to inquire about hotel rates. i called up discovery, manila hotel, richmonde, and holiday inn and asked about: holiday rates, discounts, promos, and other pertinent chenelyn. when i got what i needed, i emailed him.

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sometimes it's just a combination of fame, money, the right lighting, and a good stylist. but it seems 1 and 6 needed little help. 1) 2) 3) 4) 5)6) 7)8)

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brokeback mountain

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Artist: SandwichIBakit mo pinabayaan?Unti-unting naubusanMga taong nawawalaHindi parin naniwalaChorus:Wala na tayong masilungan2xIiBakit di mo iningatanUnti-unting nasugatanMga sangang naputolPangakong nagkabuhol-buholBridge:Bakit di mo pinaglaban?Mga munying ala-alaLahat tayo’y mababasa Kapag ang langit ay bilang lumuha,..biglang lumuha

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i've been very busy this past week. it should've been a long holiday weekend, but i've managed to catch cold, lose sleep, gain weight, and remain tired, tired, tired. but i ain't complaining. things are going uphill from here, and i can't wait.

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-damien rice-...Stones taught me to flyLove, it taught me to lieLife taught me to dieSo it's not hard to fallWhen you float like a cannon..Stones taught me to flyLove taught me to crySo come on courageTeach me to be shy'Cause it's not hard to fallAnd I don't wanna scare herIt's not hard to fallAnd I don't wanna loseIt's not hard to growWhen you know that you just don't know

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sabi nila may moomoo daw sa inyo.naniniwala akodahil sa dami ng kwentoat matagal na rin naman akong nagmamasidnagmamanmannakikiramdampero eto na naman ako,lakad, yosi, tambay sa labastulad ng parati kong ginagawapag nasa bahay nyo.maya-maya panaramdaman ko ang marahangpagtindig ng balahibo at buhok komalapit na ba siya?sabi kasi ay wag pag-usapanat baka ito ang nagpapalakas sa kanyaat nagpapakita

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i am amazed at how people you think you know can turn into strangers in a second. but it's just as well... there are a few people i know real well anyway.

click & crashnoreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10385948.post-1128060359822647562005-09-30T13:43:00.000+08:002005-09-30T14:36:53.746+08:00

kakatapos ko lang maglunch sa megamall at pabalik na sana sa floor namin nang makasalubong ko ang classmate ko noon sa trinity. magka-group kami noon sa feasibility study at magkasabay paminsan-minsan sa yosi breaks. siya ang namamahala ng elevator sa building. tinanong ko ang obvious, "dito ka nagtatrabaho?" oo, kakasimula lang daw niya. ang hirap daw tumayo ng buong araw. malamang. kasi dose

click & crashnoreply@blogger.com5tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10385948.post-1128058825038765542005-09-30T13:36:00.000+08:002005-09-30T13:40:25.046+08:00

gawd, i miss these people. *sigh*anyone willing to send over seasons 1 - 7? :)

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umuwi ka na baby...umuwi ka na baby...umuwi ka na baby...umuwi ka na baby...umuwi ka na baby...

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enough about all the negative vibes i've been getting lately. it's been raining almost nonstop since wednesday. and i wanna1. sleep late2. wake up later 3. cook champorado with tuyo or dilis; or arroz caldo with chicken4. eat steaming champorado or steaming arroz caldo5. watch dvd until my eyes hurt6. listen to my ultra favorite cds while lying in bed7. drink coffee8. smoke smoke9. play the

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has anyone else noticed the proliferation of anonymous comments? it seems that people feel safer when they they do not sign the comments they leave. can we not say what we want to say without fear of being resented? do opinion and stance no longer count? what we are left with are anonymous masks, leaving neither footprints nor shadows, making us undistinguishable from all the rest, thereby

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got this from a friend yesterday. and to-fucking-day, i'm feeling like a fucking bitch and thought, "hey, why the fucking hell not?" so, to you who has abso-fucking-lutely unmade my day, fuck you!

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i will take out a crumpled piece of paper (water-stained and inked in 3 different colors) and hope that one or all stalls carry the following in dvd/clear format. 1. my summer of love2. nobody knows3. born into brothels4. look at me5. beautiful boxer6. murderball7. march of the penguins8. constant gardener9. maria full of grace

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The Wacky Fortune Cookie GeneratorYour Fortune IsBeauty is only a light switch away.

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a few friends and i watched rockestra last month. sandwich, imago, silent sanctuary, cambio, sugarfree, and twisted halo rocked the stage. kakaiba kasi they were accompanied by the manila symphony orchestra. ang sarap marinig ung distinct sound ng violin against the wail of the electric guitar. even the boys of the m.o.s. were headbanging along when sugarfree took to the stage. iya of imago has a

click & crashnoreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10385948.post-1124876962162511562005-08-24T17:37:00.000+08:002005-08-24T19:22:36.033+08:00

some days i like you. most days i'm indifferent to your presence - like paper weight for an empty desk. in a snap you turn into a friggin' ass, and i realize again that i do not know you; wish not, care not to know who you really are.as the saying goes, "keep your friends close and your enemies closer." and that's the closest you'll ever get, buddy.

click & crashnoreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10385948.post-1124688319648905382005-08-22T12:45:00.000+08:002005-08-22T15:59:23.076+08:00

"di mo na kailangang magalinlangankung tama ang gagawin mo. basta't wag kalimutang magdahan-dahankung di sigurado sa kalalabasankalalabasan ng binabalak mo..."recently heard a revival of "maling akala" by a band. to me, it did not and cannot outdo the genius and wit of eraserheads. i had (had kasi di ko na alam kung saan napunta) a copy of their first album, and memorized all the songs before the

click & crashnoreply@blogger.com4tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10385948.post-1124094234718534512005-08-15T16:01:00.000+08:002005-08-15T16:28:29.340+08:00

sakit ng likod ko. kaninang umaga ko pa ginagawang shield ang likod ko para hindi makita ng officemate ko mga pinaggagawa ko. ilang websites na napuntahan ko simula kaninang umaga. masakit na rin mata ko kakatingin ng pictures ni angelina, jessica, jennifer. alam na alam ko na rin status ng mga relasyon nila, at mga sinuot nila sa mga aktibidades na pinuntahan nila. nag slightly-extended lunch

click & crashnoreply@blogger.com6tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10385948.post-1123827283974673362005-08-12T14:05:00.000+08:002005-08-12T14:16:48.400+08:00

sunday morningthis lovemust get outharder to breatheshivershe will be lovedsweetest goodbyemust get a new monitor. or a handy mp3 player. soon.

click & crashnoreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10385948.post-1123566250761554392005-08-09T13:21:00.000+08:002005-08-09T14:41:37.403+08:00

wasn't really a big movie fan until xty re-introduced me to the experience. we've watched a lot of movies together. nag movie-marathon na rin during weekends hanggang magka-migraine kami pareho sa sobrang panonood. at naranasan din namin pumila at makipagaway, to learn later on na napanood na pala namin ang pinipilahan namin. meron ding experience na palipat-lipat kami ng mapapanooran kasi

click & crashnoreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10385948.post-1123228887550120932005-08-05T15:24:00.000+08:002005-08-05T16:01:27.556+08:00

sabi ni ikabod kagabi, ang boring daw ng blog ko kasi walang bagong post. mabuti pa si kom meron nang bagong uploaded pics kaya updated na blog nya. e anong magagawa ko, wala akong maisip na isulat. ayaw ko naman gayahin ung pag-post ng theme song tulad ni eyed at bananarit kasi wala naman sad song na nababagay sa akin ngayon. ayaw ko rin naman dugtungan ang private thoughts ni len kasi baka may

click & crashnoreply@blogger.com4tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10385948.post-1122456630690223972005-07-27T17:22:00.000+08:002005-07-27T17:38:35.670+08:00

finally watched war of the worlds last monday - in english, in a theater. megamall's cinemas are better now - better seats, slightly unsticky flooring, better airconditioning. either that or war of the worlds is in its 4th week (or 4th month?), hence the absence of a crowd. pero bakit ganun? mapa-russian, mapa-english di ko naintindihan ang ending at kung bakit biglang nagsimatay ang mga alien.

click & crashnoreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10385948.post-1121843798513758942005-07-20T15:14:00.000+08:002005-07-20T16:37:40.656+08:00

feeling SAD and under the weather because of the weather. too much rain, wet streets, squishy shoes getting me down. well, not actually down, but sleepy. but SAD is not sad. a study on seasonal affective disorder (SAD) concludes that most women between ages 15 - 50 feel depressed during winter, or usually at the same time each year. causes could be disturbances in a person's biological clock, or

click & crashnoreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10385948.post-1121240853331547312005-07-13T15:40:00.000+08:002005-07-14T18:56:52.830+08:00

"maybe surrounded by a million people, i still feel all alone. i wanna go home."for every lover, mother, father, sister, brother, cousin, friend - click here and enjoy. turn up the volume a bit and thank me in the morning.

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kanina, naramdam ko ang mga paru-paro sa tyan ko. di ko sure kung dahil sa lamig sa office, o sa sakit ng tyan o dahil bigla ko lang naisip ang mga taong matagal ko nang hindi nakita. out of sight, out of mind? hindi rin pala. 1) nanay at tatay na nasa guam ngayon2) kuya ko na nasa singapore at mga anak nyang nasa baliuag3) mga kapatid ko sa cavite4) gio, kia, at nina na nasa iba-ibang parte ng

click & crashnoreply@blogger.com7tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10385948.post-1120456237870115482005-07-04T13:28:00.000+08:002005-07-05T11:51:45.280+08:00

i am such a cheapskate when it comes to watching movies. i wasn't always so, until spiderman upped the cost of a movie from near-60 to 80++. everyone knows that watching a movie is never fun without the jumbo popcorn and a large coke (pwera pa ang dinner that came minutes prior to entering the cinema). in short, magastos manood ng sine nowadays.xty and i've been waiting for war of the worlds to

click & crashnoreply@blogger.com8tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10385948.post-1120209956861497962005-07-01T17:22:00.000+08:002005-07-01T17:26:48.066+08:00

dustclinging to the windsandbeneath the wavesgravel under your feeti am.

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Got this from a friend who got it from a friend who... anyway, basta iyon. Just couldn't resist keeping this in my inbox and not letting people read a masterpiece. Winner ang writer nito. Enjoy. ---------------------A long, long time ago in a galaxy far, far away . . . . . . Warlahan! Naloloka na ang refublic sa mga atak ng Shit Lord, Count Dooku.May mga nagmamaganda sa magkabilang panig. Evil

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lest i forget what i dreamt of this morning (kasi 6:00 na ata nung napanaginipan ko ito), ilagay ko na ngayon dito - "live a thousand in a day." between that space of waking and sleeping, i told myself to remember those words clearly. i admit, during that time, i did not have a clue as to what was meant by those 6 words - live a thousand in a day. up until now i do not have the mental strength to

click & crashnoreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10385948.post-1119334102476950212005-06-21T14:08:00.000+08:002005-06-21T14:08:22.480+08:00

mrs. and mr. smith 

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mr. and mrs. smith 

click & crashnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10385948.post-1119257950708900962005-06-20T16:12:00.000+08:002005-06-21T13:59:05.156+08:00

do you remember the first day? of course you do. 7 years ago, i had long nails and you had longer hair. whether by divine intervention or simple history, it was june 12 when we first met. they celebrated us with fireworks, smiling people, and the warmth of friends walking under that glittering sky. luneta never looked more beautiful, more appropriate. we started from sleeping on couches, floors,

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feeling cranky today. been feeling sick since mom's birthday last saturday. i want to go home, sleep, eat hot soup, roll on the bed, and just keep still.

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nagre-rejoice ako hindi dahil sa mga pinagdaanan ni len, kundi sa pag-ahon nya sa mga panahon na iyon. natutuwa rin ako sa mga boses ng kababaihang nagbigay di lang ng komento, kundi ng pag-unawa, pakikiramay, at pagpupunyagi sa kalakasang pinapamalas.sa isang banda, nakakalungkot na pinagdadaanan natin ito. bakit kailangang may "rainbow to follow each rain"? hindi ba maaring walang ulan? hindi

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the getaway 

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cheese 

click & crashnoreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10385948.post-1116571941252211822005-05-20T14:36:00.000+08:002005-05-20T14:53:22.100+08:00

shet! daming babae ang nagpa-skinhead ngayon, as in! ilan diyan ay si aiza seguerra at natalie portman (na kahawig ni sinead o'connor). nung dumalo kami kamakailan lang sa isang lesbian conference, ilan silang mapopormang skinhead ang nakita namin doon. bigla tuloy naming naisip ni kom na magpa-shave. but no! hirap akong magpatubo ng buhok. ilang buwan ko ring inalagaan ang buhok ko (or lack

click & crashnoreply@blogger.com5tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10385948.post-1115803023782049602005-05-11T16:50:00.000+08:002005-05-11T17:17:03.803+08:00

1) 9:00 mornings in bed2) winning the lottery3) bringing my parents to the airport for their long-delayed trip to guam, and seeing the happy smiles on their faces upon their return4) doing the mosaic tiles on the kitchen, on part of the driveway, and on the itty-bitty step i've been insisting we construct5) having a facial, body massage, body scrub, and the complete hair spa treatment6) a boracay

click & crashnoreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10385948.post-1115701510219761222005-05-10T11:22:00.000+08:002005-05-13T16:50:50.423+08:00

been thinking about the angelina-brad / katie-tom hookup all week. been surfing the www for news about the lovebirds. chismis addict? probably. but what else can i say, angelina is angelina. so here's a rundown of my favorite hollywood women: 1) angelina jolie - used to experience angelina-overload. but i've gotten over that.2) nicole kidman - grabe... the chilly stance, the vampire-like skin,

click & crashnoreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10385948.post-1114587153438402562005-04-27T15:15:00.000+08:002005-04-28T20:12:12.536+08:00

my brother died of a heart attack last december 2002. he was 36. my father's brother (in short, my uncle)died last week because of a heart attack.my brother had a mild stroke just last saturday. thank heavens, he's okay. heart ailment runs rampant in both sides of our family. wala lang... scared lang...

click & crashnoreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10385948.post-1114153599947226722005-04-22T14:27:00.000+08:002005-04-22T15:36:38.640+08:00

Dear ****first off, let me tell you that whatever you feel is valid and normal. if i were in your place, i'd probably feel the same, react the same way, and maybe say the same things. but because i am older (wiser doesn't necessarily follow), let me share with you a few things i've realized. whether you take heed or even care is up to you. i've learned that resentment is not a good companion. it

click & crashnoreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10385948.post-1112953476115359232005-04-08T17:32:00.000+08:002005-04-13T14:18:56.930+08:00

love that movie. up until now, i get boosegumps, er, goosebumps thinking about the film. on hindsight, it's a boring movie. but i have never been so struck by the message that unfurled itself mere seconds before the credits rolled in. when everyone i know, including my friends, curl up and die, who will remember me and what i contributed (or if contributed at all, for that matter)? did i make

click & crashnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10385948.post-1112349062097754042005-04-01T17:45:00.000+08:002005-04-01T17:51:02.096+08:00

to me, that is... this has got to be one of the best poems ever. read it in "ladlad" a long time ago, yet its beauty has not let go, nor let up. star-crossedthis is our fate-you are a waterfalli, a stream.you will forever flow through mebut i shall never contain youand you will never wash me away.

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pucca and garu overload

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not mine, pero wish ko 

click & crashnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10385948.post-1111114719904383432005-03-18T10:51:00.000+08:002005-03-18T10:58:39.906+08:00

Government warning:Cigarette smoking can be harmful to a relationship.

click & crashnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10385948.post-1109917459516197482005-03-04T14:13:00.000+08:002005-03-04T14:33:50.106+08:00

it is a wonder how easy it is to start to drift away from the yearsjealousy does that to people it strips away reasonsecurityrespectloveall that remains is distancemaking all else hazy.(wrote it a few months back. it's been gathering dust, and i just thought, why not? blog ko naman ito.) :o)

click & crashnoreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10385948.post-1108717329022276602005-02-18T16:12:00.000+08:002005-02-22T12:04:54.423+08:00

So where were you then?Xty and I were in Megamall, having dinner at French Baker after spending hours looking for my birthday gift. Was supposed to get Hush Puppies, but I couldn't decide which style to get. Do I get for Mondays-Thursdays, or go for Fridays? After much walking around, I ended up undecided, with aching feet, and a tired partner to boot.We went to the French Baker and ordered my

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haven't been feeling well lately. it's been almost 2 weeks now, and my fever has been bugging me like a spurned lover. i hope it's not pneumonia coming back to haunt me. the doctor told me to quit smoking. my recent chest xray result showed suspicious-looking things. the exact reading escapes me now, but they did use some serious medical terms. i need to go back for another test. but as of now,

click & crashnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10385948.post-1107766369332059912005-02-07T17:44:00.000+08:002005-02-08T11:23:51.253+08:00

nanay is coming home soon. she's expected to fly back on the 20th. i'm excited. i want to max out my credit cards just to buy stuff for her. perfume, pants, a body massage, and a new house. naks! no, my hsbc cannot cover that big an amount. but, yes! that's what i want to give her, my nanay. if i could give her everything, i would. one day soon then, one day soon...

click & crashnoreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10385948.post-1106804548134515912005-01-27T13:12:00.000+08:002005-01-27T17:44:14.890+08:00

was finally able to have 2 sticks during my lunch break. the 38-floor ride is a dizzying experince, i can tell you, making 2 sticks a breakthrough. and i had that! whew! now let me catch my breath, allow me to rest my head a moment, and maybe even catch some zzzzs. was late to work this morning. kokom and i could not believe the traffic in bocaue. oh well... a few more hours (pls pls let the

click & crashnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10385948.post-1106797794524676462005-01-27T11:48:00.000+08:002005-02-15T19:43:26.806+08:00

my kokom is madi am sadhoopyaah won't be madno more.no more.

click & crashnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10385948.post-1106646246639514522005-01-25T17:40:00.000+08:002005-02-15T19:42:20.816+08:00

wait wait wait. am still figuring out how this works. for now, let this suffice.

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