Friday, September 30, 2005
degree or disagree
kakatapos ko lang maglunch sa megamall at pabalik na sana sa floor namin nang makasalubong ko ang classmate ko noon sa trinity. magka-group kami noon sa feasibility study at magkasabay paminsan-minsan sa yosi breaks.

siya ang namamahala ng elevator sa building. tinanong ko ang obvious, "dito ka nagtatrabaho?" oo, kakasimula lang daw niya. ang hirap daw tumayo ng buong araw. malamang. kasi dose oras trabaho nila, at walang OT pay. sabi nya, nakabarong nga daw siya at kagagalang-galang ang hitsura pero tagamando lang naman ng elevator. nakakabato daw. ask ko kung nag-graduate siya, oo rin daw. so anong nangyari? again, the obvious question still expecting the obvious answer.

wala naman problema sa trabaho nya, pero hindi ba dinidikdik sa mga utak natin na kailangan ang degree para makahanap ng magandang trabaho, tumanggap ng mataas na sweldo, at mapaayos ang buhay?

natatandaan ko nga nung iniinterview pa lang ako dito eh tinanong ako kung saan daw ako nag-aral. sinagot ko. sabay sabi na nakakapagtaka daw na magaling ako mag-ingles, samanatalang nung panahon nila ay binabatok-batukan lang nila ang mga estudyante sa school namin. kung hindi ko lang gusto ang trabaho noon, binatok-batukan ko na rin sana siya. pero i am against violence, at marunong akong rumespeto ng nakakatanda. sabagay, nakinig rin siguro siya sa dikta ng society kaya ganun ang pag-iisip nya. kahit papaano nakita nya at na-experience first hand ang kabaligtaran ng dikta sa kanya noon.

sabi naman ng nanay ko, tapusin ko raw pag-aaral ko. sayang daw ang degree tutal naman can afford na ulit siyang pag-aralin ako, at can afford na rin akong mag-aral.
pero parang ayoko. parang hindi ko na kakailanganin ang isang bond paper kung saan ilalagay ang pangalan at kurso ko. isama mo na rin dun ang school seal na hindi lang sa papel nag-iiwan ng tatak.
posted by click & crash @ 9/30/2005 01:43:00 PM   5 comments
qaf

gawd, i miss these people. *sigh*
anyone willing to send over seasons 1 - 7? :)
posted by click & crash @ 9/30/2005 01:36:00 PM   1 comments
Friday, September 16, 2005
lss


umuwi ka na baby...
umuwi ka na baby...
umuwi ka na baby...
umuwi ka na baby...
umuwi ka na baby...
posted by click & crash @ 9/16/2005 04:23:00 PM   6 comments
Thursday, September 15, 2005
rain, rain
enough about all the negative vibes i've been getting lately. it's been raining almost nonstop since wednesday.

and i wanna
1. sleep late
2. wake up later
3. cook champorado with tuyo or dilis; or arroz caldo with chicken
4. eat steaming champorado or steaming arroz caldo
5. watch dvd until my eyes hurt
6. listen to my ultra favorite cds while lying in bed
7. drink coffee
8. smoke smoke
9. play the guitar and sing like mad
10. embrace embrace, tumba tumba
11. sleep, sweet sleep
12. repeat
posted by click & crash @ 9/15/2005 02:23:00 PM   3 comments
Friday, September 09, 2005
anonymous

has anyone else noticed the proliferation of anonymous comments? it seems that people feel safer when they they do not sign the comments they leave.

can we not say what we want to say without fear of being resented? do opinion and stance no longer count? what we are left with are anonymous masks, leaving neither footprints nor shadows, making us undistinguishable from all the rest, thereby securing our egos from negative retorts and vengeful individuals.

ah, these are dark times.
posted by click & crash @ 9/09/2005 09:24:00 AM   5 comments
Wednesday, September 07, 2005
got this from a friend yesterday. and to-fucking-day, i'm feeling like a fucking bitch and thought, "hey, why the fucking hell not?" so, to you who has abso-fucking-lutely unmade my day, fuck you!

posted by click & crash @ 9/07/2005 10:05:00 AM   0 comments
Friday, September 02, 2005
the next time we're in quiapo
i will take out a crumpled piece of paper (water-stained and inked in 3 different colors) and hope that one or all stalls carry the following in dvd/clear format.

1. my summer of love
2. nobody knows
3. born into brothels
4. look at me
5. beautiful boxer
6. murderball
7. march of the penguins
8. constant gardener
9. maria full of grace
posted by click & crash @ 9/02/2005 05:19:00 PM   2 comments
The Wacky Fortune Cookie Generator
Your Fortune Is

Beauty is only a light switch away.

posted by click & crash @ 9/02/2005 01:15:00 PM   0 comments
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